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Dying Gently

Dying in your arms so gently, you couldn't be what you wanted to be......Me
let me come back to you all i've said, all i've been through....you
let me come back to you, i'll only change if you ask me to.

I fell into you, only to get dropped too

when love made it's way to my sickened heart, it crawled on in and tore it apart
i can't lose you,
i'll lose myself if i do.

The Above

I can't touch this
you can't touch me
I am all the one's that never ever knew
I am the gOD that threw it all to you
I am the soul of sacrifice
I am nothing to life and to love
I know someone (gOD) that's afraid in the above
the above
We know of all you believers
we know your full of shit
I know that you can't touch me now
I wanna see all those wrists slit
slit
Come into my other side
come into despair
I'll show you what you hate inside
It's easy when you share

Blood of God

There is nothing here that i won't kill
i will not regret it
i'm killing
not afraid to die
it's so good i can taste it

Rear your ugly head
shoot your fucking gun
all alone i'm gonna stand here when the fun is done
rear your fucking head
shoot your ugly gun
alone i'm gonna stand here when the fun is done

i've nothing left to make blood spill
i still don't regret it
i look down trying not to cry
all the bloods on their faces

Question your gOD
crucify cHRIST
your gOD is the doG
i'm here to sacrifice

IT WON'T LIVE MUCH LONGER

My Desire for an angel
my disease in an angel
we all love the pretty angel
we all love the pretty angel
i wanna smashit all away
smashit all away
i just wanna hurt the pretty angel
it's clean and pure, the angel
i wanna be the pretty angel
i wanna be the pretty angel
and i wanna smash myself away
smash myself away

I live to see the Locusts swarm so lovely, into the graveyard suns, just below the ocean of my skull
 
I want you to awaken from your boring cemetary dreams
where inside your head i just believe you lied, feel above the spine, down below the river of your cries.
 
Black June, Red Scar...
so mesmerizing....
so inviting....
just like a Cold Winters Star
 
When the Earthly dreamer has awakened, armageddon is at hand...i just saw the devil, he's outta my mind, to kiss the bone that is my spine.
 
these chains are rotting off of me, i feel abused from the remains-I laugh, its over
NEVER, EVER LAUGH
 
But i'll drag face first till you I betray

Change my Skin.....
Possessions are.....
Possessed
The same like all the rest,
Would you get it throught your head?!?!
 
Scratch my chin till it bleeds....
bleeding
Just the same, I am decieving
Would you break it (deciet) before your neck?
 
Break me...
before your neck
The Bullet flies
with Butterflies...
it's all the same in death
 
Slow-motion acid trip
through skies of burning red
I feel the darkness on my tongue,
slowly rotting in my head

Sinking with Her is the Holy thing,  un-existance
I feel all these needles;
 
Bring me home and hang me there........
I'll be un-concerned
 
I may be...
the only thing you need
I always....
seek holyer than thou
I will be....
 
Don't need the world for comfort
I'll take me home to crucify again
don't hold....
me here
 
would it be wrong to say that I want things my way???

The Human race,
just another star
 
You wanna taste the gun,
to shoot out the liar
 
I see you, your greiving, greiving for god,
Soon you'll be laughing....laugh at it all
 
My flame glows bright,
to see where you are
I wanna kill the life,
because you're just another liar
 
Incompetant fools
run for the wild
play with the maggots
under my drool------

It would eat my pain away
Just to have things my way
Make my coffin clear
so i can see what disappears
 
When all of it splits away
Can't I have things my way?
Just one more moment here, to let me face my every fear
 
FUCK THAT SHIT
SCREW ALL THIS
I DON'T GIVE A GODDAMN
WHAT YOU THINK
CAN'T YOU SEE?
PUT UP WITH IT
RUINED ME
LEFT TO SOAK
ABSORBED IN
MY OWN SPIT